I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion. ~Jack Kerouac

so i thought i would donate blood today and be a good citizen of the fox valley, but i cant. wanna know why this time? my pulse is too fast. isnt that crazy? whats even crazier is the last time i went to the doctor and she took my pulse, she also said my pulse was on the high end. but then they said they didnt want my blood. i even passed my iron test this time. and she said my piercing was ok because she knows third dimension is clean so i dont have any crazy diseases (jenny has aids, not me) but that just about ruined my day. oh and its tuesdays and i hate tuesdays. i hate my chem lab group, i hate chem all together. only one more week of lab though, so i think i can make it. my group likes to think i am mentally incompinent and i cant do anything. every time i make a suggestion on how to do a problem, they ignore me and go about the hard way to do it. i know i am not right all the time, or even most of the time. but i would say it would be close to half the time. and if they would listen to me half the time, we would get work done much faster. but no. and the funny thing is, we just had a real hard test in there. i am the only one in my group that recieved a passing grade on the test (it was a c on the lower end, but it is still passing) so i dont get where they get this idea that i am the biggest idiot. maybe its because i drop things. i broker a beaker a couple weeks ago.

i got my oil changed today and they vaccummed out my car and it is so nice. so fresh and so clean clean. i graduate so soon. its like 3 weeks. a half of a college degree. how cool is that? i am so ready for summer, there is so much i have to do this summer. i have a pile of books i want to read because i am addicted to reading. and i need to re-learn the german language before i take the class next semester because i am starting at a 4th semester german level and i havnt had any contact with the language in 2 years. and i think i want to learn another language, probably spanish but maybe french. just so i can be multilingual. and when it gets warm we are going camping because camping with my friends is always a good time. always. even though i am always the one to forget the big things, for example the tent poles. or a lawn chair. or the stakes for the tent. basically, if i say i am going to bring something, chances are i forget it. its homework time. party on wayne. party on garth.