I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion. ~Jack Kerouac

Im bored. Its just about 4 am. My roomates are gone. Juliane went to bed. And, as I was leaving her house, I was thinking, Im wide awake, so I will just go home and watch tv. I forgot we dont have cable. So I am trying to entertain myself with the internet, but the internet is not as cool when you have no money to buy anything. Its real cold in my room. But I am too lazy to get up and put my bathrobe on. I broke a nail at TJ Maxx this week. I bit my tounge like last week and it is still swollen. And it hurts to eat sugar.

I hate it when you are sitting in class and the girl behind you is talking about how one of her friends cheated on his girlfriend last night. First of all, the classroom is not the place to be discussing the issue. And second, I have no compassion towards anyone who cheats. If you do that, you got a slap in the face coming. And thats that.

Another thing that really irritates me are those people who are all talk. Like they sit there and share their opinion on something, and are all riled up over it, but then take no action. For example, the presidential election. I think that if you are going to discuss politics at all, you should vote in the election. Because what is the point of supporting a canidate and then not even voting? Thats like saying, I really want some of that chocolate cake over there, but I am not going to get up and do anything about it. The only reason I refered to chocolate cake is because I like chocolate. And cake.

I wish both my roommates would break up with their men, and come home to me. I will make them breakfast. And my life wouldnt be so empty. No, its not that bad, I can sit here and do whatever I want and not get yelled at. If you are in the mood for getting yelled at, go grocery shopping with my roommates. Ha. "We have ritz crackers. We have peanut butter. We have ziplock baggies. Make your own." Carrie wont let me drop out of school. Tomarrow is Saturday and my day is going to be spent studying all day. Because I never study and I reallly should be. But it is more exciting to hang out with Carrie than it is to learn about how half the world is illiterate and the other half is dying of aids. Like I really like my geography class because it is so interesting, but it just shows how much the world sucks and how much we take for granted because we have showers and school and doctors. And how much Americans suck because they never do anything for anyone else. After just finishing a book about China and how tough it is there, and I am almost done with a book on slavery and how there are like 10 million people in slavery TODAY, and taking this geo class, I learned that the world sucks and thats all there is to life.

I was bored the other day so I downloaded some Ricky Martin. And now that is on my computer. Im kinda frightened for myself.