I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion. ~Jack Kerouac

The other day I turned on my computer and i got a message from Carrie. It said 'taco' repeadetly, and then it said, "Juliane has split ends". That is something I really needed to know.

I bought a scrapbook yesterday and a whole bunch of stickers and random pieces of paper. I made one page in my book but there are so many to make and i am real excited. Not as excited that I am going to throw up though. But i did get a lot of cool stuff.

I made my friends breakfast today and it actually tasted like food. I was quite surprised with it. Cooking is not my fortay. I am sposed to be Carries Richard Simmons and make her excerise but lately i have been real lazy. I am a disgrace to Richard Simmons. Carrie calls me 'chunkers' and i think its funny.

im getting real old because I cant stay up past like 3 am anymore. Like i used to be such an insomniac and only get like 3 hours of sleep a night. Then i started taking these pills like 3 months ago. they are sposed to slow down the activity in my brain stem or something like that (i have something thats called "New something something something daily headaches") I really dont pay enough attention when my doctor is trying to tell me what is wrong with me. but the pills i am on knock me out at night so i actually sleep. and its weird because now i actually need a full 6 hours of sleep a night and stuff. and i started reading this book about China in the beginning of April, and usually I can read books real fast because I dont ever sleep. But now i sleep and i am getting nowhere in my book. But its real weird to think how different it is now, like i dont wake up screaming my head off anymore and i dont wake up shaking and gasping for air like i used to. I really actually sleep now.

I bought some new clothes yesterday and now i have no money. I bought a new skirt but i cant get dressed up and make my friends go out to eat with me bacause i have no money to go out to eat. but my skirt is mauve. jenny said its not pink. i dont wear pink. i dont wear mauve either. but now i do.