I had nothing to offer anybody except my own confusion. ~Jack Kerouac

one of my goals in life is to memorize my drivers license #. I started this goal maybe 3 years ago, and ive never gotten further than W425-. i bought a coffee table yesterday at hobby lobby for only 33 dollars. carrie keeps the chocolate in the freezer. my mom sent me a letter. i want to take a nap but my family is making me hang out with them before i drive all the way back to oshkosh. all the way. so i decided that i was real mad at shane, but my horoscope said that i shouldnt be mad but i should think about things before taking three giant steps away. and i check my horoscope in the postcrescent and on yahoo, and they both generally said i shouldnt be mad. so im not. but its not that i am mad, its that i just dont get it. friday he said he would stop over, and he never came. sat he said he would call me back after the movie he was watching was over, or he would just stop over. and he never did. but see the thing is, im not going to call him. but i just want to know why. and since my horoscope said not to be mad, im not. and if he ever decides to call me back, we'll see if im mad on that day. because if i am, watch out. just kidding, i cant be mean for seriousness. its just not in my nature. i have little supressed mad demons in me that cant get out. it would take 680 houseplants to lower the levels of co2 in your house. i only own 3 plants, and they are all dying. carrie said i cannot refer to her wandering jew as 'the jew', i have to call it 'beautiful houseplant'. i guess when you tell people, 'yeah we ran out of room on the radiator so we had to hang the jew', they get real confused if they dont know what you are talking about. i mean, im not a nazi or anything. well i am going to go home and put my soda on a coaster on the new coffee table. hasta luego.